Quote: Maeby, Aug 2014I am currently arguing with myself:
You're being a mawkish idiot. Pull yourself together, Al.
Errr, why aren't you crying, you f*cking robot?
As you can see, this is a very contradictory place. And it feels surreal and I genuinely feel dizzy and peculiar at the moment and not in a good way.
Oh gosh - you are not mawkish or a robot at-all. It is really not true! All the things you are feeling this week are really normal and important. Everyone has felt really surreal and displaced all week, I think - it is the saddest, most horrible sudden thing, and everything we feel is ok. It is really ok to be upset and angry and overwhelmed and sentimental all at once.
But but but please do not be mad or frustrated at yourself!
It hurts too much not to try.
I will see you in another life when we are both cats.
Quod perditum est, in venietur.
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