i feel so... (the fourth)

f*cking lonely.

How dare that f*cking w*nker rub it in that he's 'happy in [his] new life'
Must be nice. Having friends & everything turning up f*cking daisies.

Meanwhile i sit in every night without so much as someone to have a conversation with.
He went on about me making him feel awkward around his friends - HOW THE F*CK DO YOU THINK I FELT!?
Oh no, with you, you could speak to whoever you like but no. I had to block people, people i'd known longer than you just to stop you sulking at me.
Knobhead.

Guess i'm pretty angry too.
And a bit sad.

Quote: the doc, Mar 2012

Mashed and bizarrely lovelorn

i hope you'll be all right, Stu.

Quote: the doc, Apr 2012

I feel really f*cking sad today.

i posted some songs for you in your thread.

Quote: Penn, Apr 2012

Quote: the doc, Apr 2012

I feel really f*cking sad today.

I got a lump in my throat reading this.

I swallowed quite a large sweet that was in my mouth and now I feel half sick, half burpy, all discomfort.

So that means that Baz is bick and surpy.

Bored. No motivation to watch or play anything. Thankfully a day-long conversation with Lisa has helped in passing the time.

heh, thanks, i'm not completely useless, i just feel like a massive bum :/
Not seen any jobs to apply for in ages. There is quite an interesting one going at knowsley, mind. As a keeper & presenter (it'd do f*ckloads for my confidence and it'd be quite easy, presenting & answering questions on something i'm interested in)
Read all the bumf getting more and more "that sounds wicked, i could do that"
Get to the bottom of it "requires full UK drivers license"
Bleh. Not even worth applying for.

But today i'm dissappointed, wanted to go on a good long walk with the dogs and me pal & her dog, take a couple of drinks & wander along the river while the sun has decided to show itself...
She can't do today though, so ney mind.

A bit, thanks

after having my music unsociably loud for the last couple of hours anyway

That's nasty man, i had my jaw x-rayed last year & it made me cringe when i saw it.

i may have a box full of skulls, but my bones and organs are none of my business.

Quote: Steve-Dave, Jun 2012

Quote: the doc, May 2012

I feel a bit sad now. Just handed in our notice on this house. I've absolutely f*cking loved it here this last two years. It's nicer than the house I grew up in. Still, we're only moving round the corner and the upstairs of the new house is bigger (not to mention the fact that it will be our house, but you can bet your bottom one that I'll never live in a house with a sun terrace again

If you ever need someone to design one for you, I'm your man!

Just imagine it, Doc. You wake up, you get out of bed... BAM! You realise "Hey, I'm already in the kitchen because that's where my bed is! And now I'm going to go into the closet and brush my teeth at the fireplace!" I'll even throw in a sun terrace. Somewhere. Maybe in the garden shed.

Although on a side-note, I must get back to designing my own house. I'd love to have a general design in mind for if-and-when I ever get to build one