i'm watching Would I Lie To You? on Dave and just before the adverts were on, a message came on that said something like Don't blink until the adverts come back. Weird.
If this holiday isn't the best 2 weeks in the world ever then I am going to break.
I feel like I should warn people.
That's assuming the stress of the next few days don't finish me off anyway.
Also this stupid thing I had done on Tuesday HURTS, I know it's essentially the start of 5 years of ease but like... OW.
Lol no pressure for 'Ton and the G-master (totally a rap duo name).
It will all be OK, mate. Remember when you didn't have a passport? YOU HAVE A PASSPORT. Remember when other things happened that I can't remember right now but they were a bit sh*t but then nice things happened? IT'S ALL GOING TO BE OK. Work is a knob, but when you are back from the Japans you can have a sit and a think about where you go from here, genuinely do not worry about it 'til then because it's going to ruin what's going to be an awesomely amazing time. Have I not told you many time that you should ALWAYS LISTEN TO ME? It's been a bollock of a year but in the words of Professor Brian Cox (OK, he was playing the keyboards but he was totally singing in his head I'm sure), things can only get better.
And if they don't, we shall have more balls. MOAR CAPSLOCK.
How about G&T? It's an ironic name because we actually don't like G&T that much. Professor Brian Cox could make it a trio: "G&T on the Cox". Featuring, for our first single, Lyrical Leopard and Eminemma. I think we just solved the problem of what to do about your job. You need to write all the music but if our lyrics are just a series of clever puns about other artists in the industry then G has that covered.
Last night, i watched a documentary about Holloway prison. There was this bit where they showed a self-harm photo and i gasped. i haven't cut for a few weeks, though.
Also, there's someone on another forum that i post on that reminds me of Shane.
What happens when the thing that's been keeping you focused and keeping you going is over? I feel like I have nothing to keep going for now. Which is retarded but there you go.
Just carry on. Eventually something else turns up to focus on. Life is like completely pointless bullsh*t until then though, can't lie about that.
Emma:
So… Posting a new thread is Fission Mailing… so I’m putting this here.
Emma:
I know there aren’t many people looking at this anymore… but I have made the decision to stop paying for the VR hosting and to let the domain lapse.
Emma:
I think it will be going offline around the end of May
Emma:
It’s been almost 10 years since James passed away… and I feel like it’s time.
Emma:
A lot of the regulars can be found on the VR veterans group on Facebook - if you see this and you’re not in there, come join us.