Singledom

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6th May 2013 at 11:14 am

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If i have a choice? not in a million years.

these girls also came out with
friend 1:"stunning girl with an ugly guy... don't understand that"
friend 2: "aye but you probably find that the less good looking ones have better personality and treat her better"

which, i'm not exactly stunning, but my two fuglies have both been complete arses

i was going through friend 1's pictures on facebook (her ferret died, getting her a memorial garden plate with a picture of her on it for where she's buried, was looking for photos of her)
came across photos from a night out, a comedy night which was arranged to raise money for a memorial bench for her brother, a night which marton joined us on.
the ex is in the back of one of the photos (Wearing my GODDAMN HOODIE) with a face like thunder, being as miserable as f*cking sin because i happened to have a male friend there.
Reeeeaaallllll good guy, him. nothing like making EVERYONE feel uncomfortable is there?
it was a few months later where we went out for my birthday too, he sat in the corner of a night club, reading a book.


(yeah, he's angried up my blood again recently. keep having really weird dreams and he's in them :/)
*burp*

Dinglebutt

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8th May 2013 at 8:33 pm

Dinglebutt - I aim to misbehave

I aim to misbehave

 
Sorry to hear that, James. Always difficult. Always sucks. But always gets better.

Also, PMs don't work here any more. Just an FYI.
Mal: Appears we got here just in the nick of time. What does that make us?
Zoë: Big damn heroes, sir.
Mal: Ain't we just.

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8th May 2013 at 10:36 pm

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that sucks, sorry man.

it does get easier though.
eventually.

best advice i got the other year was "push yourself to carry on as best you can and find things to occupy your time, but, if you need to cry, or hide in bed in the dark all day, then do it. It won't be every day that you need to do this so it's okay to let it out when you need to."

i'm still as mental as a hat full of beetroot, like
but the woman who gave me that advice certainly hit the nail on the head.
*burp*

Little Blue Fox.

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9th May 2013 at 2:12 pm

Little Blue Fox. - Hope is important.

Hope is important.

 
Oh gosh - I am really sorry. Friends and talking and tiny distractions are really helpful, I hope. Also, cake.
Please try to remember all the happy neat memories instead of all the dark sad bits.

I hope you are ok!
It hurts too much not to try.
I will see you in another life when we are both cats.
Quod perditum est, in venietur.*Facebook.

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28th May 2013 at 8:38 pm

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I'm not angry any more. Just a bit sad.
*burp*

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4th Jul 2013 at 1:25 am

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So considering i'm trying to get to sleep as I'm up relatively early tomorrow, my brain has just decided to go over everything about that two year stint of moron that occurred.

Irritating.
All seems like an alien world thinking back now though.
As if none of it really happened as it's so out of the ordinary.
I don't like to be touched or in close proximity to anyone,. And yet there i was for a weeks holiday, sleeping arm in arm with someone and enjoying it? Whaaaaat?
Just seems to me now that such a thing would be incredibly uncomfortable.
And clammy. Weather is far too warm for such things.

And in a single bed... Jesus, i must have had it bad.
Hopefully a wee rant will get the git out of my head, probably not that lucky though.
*burp*


 
 
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