Things that send you into fits of psychotic, apoplectic rage

Quote: Rayanne Graff, Feb 2010

Quote: the doc, Feb 2010

Quote: Ted 'Smooth' Bundy, Feb 2010

Quote: Rayanne Graff, Feb 2010

(My throat hurts and it hurts when i swallow.

And this thing about how the fiancé's mother thinks there's nothing wrong with me, i wish it didn't (upset) me. But her saying that, it means that she thinks i'm not really disabled, like i'm hecking making it up. i ended up talking to him about it and asking why she would say that. Then he said that she must think that i'm not properly disabled because i don't have a leg missing and that "people" often say that i don't seem to have anything wrong with me. i knew that it was sometimes said about me but i didn't know that it was often said. Funny how they never say it to me, eh? They say it to him but they don't have the guts to say it to me.Very classy. His mother never said it to me but i certainly heard because they were both shouting at each other for most of the time when they were arguing. i don't blame him though, it was her fault.

So i ended up crying last night but crying is probably better than cutting. Then i ended up remembering summat to do with being s*xually abused.)

I don't know your fellas Mum, but people like that do my f*cking head in. I've got a disabled cousin and a couple of disabled mate and to look at any of them you wouldn't think there was owt wrong, so who is anyone, other than a medical professional, to judge what is and what is not "disabled". If you can't go outside because of severe Agoraphobia, I'd say you were "disabled" I'd say the lad who has had a leg amputated and ended up with a prosthetic and pretty much lead a normal life is more abled!

*silently fumes at societies stupid attitudes*

Oh and gargle TCP for sore throats, works a treat.

Right on all counts. When I spent all the time off work when I was ill, it did my f*cking tits in when people would stand there and say well, you look alright (even though I'm six foot two and weighed about eight stone or summat daft like that ). Bloody idiots.

And if you don't like the taste of TCP, salt water's pretty good as well.

People thought you were all right when you weighed summat daft? Ugh, the cheek of them.

i don't have any TCP. i do have this mouth spray thing though so i'll try that in bit.

you can swallow honey slowly, as in just let it slide down your throat
that helps.

Oh yeah, and on Windows 7, YOU CANNOT CHANGE YOUR F*CKING WALLPAPER!

What the hell?!

I don't want to have to download an extra thing to change my f*cking wallpaper

i expect as a thickner.

Anyway, it's good for your skin, hair & nails

Sick of people asking me why i'm in a mood. I'm in a mood because you moved out without a f*cking word, left me to look after your dog, your damn birds - you're here now, um. Why?
You have a cooker at home...