I'm at a low point again :(
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its Ramadan, therefore I'm not eating during the day, and getting about 4 hours sleep each night...Its been like this for about 12 days, and its gonna last until the begining of Decemeber, I'm not here to complain about that tho. I'm just saying this might slightly make the way I already feel a bit worse.
so here it is:
you know I'm madly in love with some guy from Scotland, and that I haven't heard from him in a while, coz well he dosn't know i like him. Well this other guy has come on the scene, he's just started at my work and I think I'm starting to like him, he's rather good looking and he flirts with me a bit too, but he has a girlfriend. I REALLY don't wanna like this new guy, I just wanna like the Scottish one, but I suppose its just a case of "out of sight out of mind" and right now the new guy is right in my face!
Also, I went to the Foo Fighters concert yesterday, had THE most amazing time (I'd reccomend u go & see them) but whenever I go to a concert I'm always depressed the next day, I feel - last night I was WITH Dave, and now he's not even in manchester anymore and my life is just normal again and I have to deal with all my problems.
My UCAS should be sent off sometime next week, and then I've got the whole waiting thing. it doesn't help that my friends are telling me stories of people who got all As and had good personalities but didn't get into any Uni's. Then if any Uni's do give me offers, I've only been predicted an A and 2Bs, what if I don't make the grades? then it'll be like a whole 7years of private education down the toilet. Then I'm starting to worry about how much debt I'm gonna be in after I go to uni.
and that brings me to my money worries. I'm overexaggerating when I say "worries" cause I can live quite comfortably with what I've got. but there's so much I'm saving up for, each week I think of something new whihc I'm saving up for, and in the end I spend all of my wages and save nothing
and I don't want my parents to end up paying for all my stuff coz they really can't afford to.
so here it is:
you know I'm madly in love with some guy from Scotland, and that I haven't heard from him in a while, coz well he dosn't know i like him. Well this other guy has come on the scene, he's just started at my work and I think I'm starting to like him, he's rather good looking and he flirts with me a bit too, but he has a girlfriend. I REALLY don't wanna like this new guy, I just wanna like the Scottish one, but I suppose its just a case of "out of sight out of mind" and right now the new guy is right in my face!
Also, I went to the Foo Fighters concert yesterday, had THE most amazing time (I'd reccomend u go & see them) but whenever I go to a concert I'm always depressed the next day, I feel - last night I was WITH Dave, and now he's not even in manchester anymore and my life is just normal again and I have to deal with all my problems.
My UCAS should be sent off sometime next week, and then I've got the whole waiting thing. it doesn't help that my friends are telling me stories of people who got all As and had good personalities but didn't get into any Uni's. Then if any Uni's do give me offers, I've only been predicted an A and 2Bs, what if I don't make the grades? then it'll be like a whole 7years of private education down the toilet. Then I'm starting to worry about how much debt I'm gonna be in after I go to uni.
and that brings me to my money worries. I'm overexaggerating when I say "worries" cause I can live quite comfortably with what I've got. but there's so much I'm saving up for, each week I think of something new whihc I'm saving up for, and in the end I spend all of my wages and save nothing
and I don't want my parents to end up paying for all my stuff coz they really can't afford to.![[http://www.feebleminds-gifs.com/pink-hearts1.gif]](http://www.feebleminds-gifs.com/pink-hearts1.gif "http://www.feebleminds-gifs.com/pink-hearts1.gif")
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an A and 2Bs? thats pretty damn good going 
dont feel down...beat up a clown
dont feel down...beat up a clown
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well a friend of mine got an A and 2 Bs and she got 5 out of 6 replies back from universities - hope it goes well!
theyre really good results, theyre better than mine
theyre really good results, theyre better than mine
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