i cant speak, dumb muted by terror

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hikey

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14th Sept 2002 at 10:26 am

its the semi automatic stun gun!!!!!!!!!!!! yeehaw

 
i do speak i can speak about most things i am able to speak im not disabled but i cannot talk about many years of my life its like i would curl up and die if i tried im not ashamed i just cant physically bear talking as then i will hear the words and i cant cope with that i have been thinking of getting a councillor (i had one in reformitory but that didnt workout) buts whats the use if i wont speak? i want to talk to ellis ,about me, i asked her about her, i wanted to tell her things,i cant even tell Paul (hes my brother) and he knows anyway first hand what i cant say and i still cant tell him . it eats away inside me . spiteful self pity.
he aint all there he dont like beans!!!!!!!!!!!

hikey

| 5,865 posts


14th Sept 2002 at 10:29 am

its the semi automatic stun gun!!!!!!!!!!!! yeehaw

 
if you reply please dont be offended that i wont reply back i was just saying that .i cant talk about things and i wont start any conversation about this because i know where it is going . i was just ranting i cant wont talk about things ever.
he aint all there he dont like beans!!!!!!!!!!!

moominmamma

| 1,792 posts


14th Sept 2002 at 3:15 pm

moominmamma - buzz cut minge & the starspangled family planners

buzz cut minge & the starspangled family planners

 
whenever and if you ever want to talk hikey im here your a sweet guy.
ellis
god im so fat


 
 
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