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Rayanne Graff

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3rd Dec 2017 at 8:56 pm

Rayanne Graff - River Phoenix

River Phoenix

 
Here is some belated wrath.

i spoke to my maternal aunt in October. She mentioned one of my maternal cousins. * She said that my cousin said that he saw my father twice and my father ignored him both times. So i said that sometimes i've not seen people because i have bad eyesight and that perhaps that was what happened with my father. i felt like saying i wish you would stop using me to have a go at my father. But i don't always say what i feel like saying.

* He lives in the same town as my father.

Edited by Rayanne Graff Dec 2017
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Rayanne Graff

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8th Feb 2018 at 8:44 pm

Rayanne Graff - River Phoenix

River Phoenix

 
Here is all my wrath.

i spoke to my father in October and i mentioned that i would be looking after Pearl * in November. He said that he wondered if Pearl would think of me as Auntie Strawberry or Auntie *****. i changed my name when i was 18. Before Pearl was born. i hate being referred to by my old name.

On the 22nd of December, i was in the centre and a man in a van shouted S*xy at me. i wish people wouldn't shout things at me.

Also on the 22nd of December, i spoke to my father again. He asked ifi thought that i
would ever start going to church again. i said No. And then he said Do you think we made you go to church?. And i said Well, i didn't ask to go.

Today, when i went out, i stopped to let a woman and a dog walk past. The woman said She won't hurt you. i'm not scared of dogs. i was just trying to be polite.

* Marc's sister's dog.

** My parents made me go to church until i was 13. My parents got divorced when i
was 13 and my mother stopped making me go to church. i didn't like going to church.
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Rayanne Graff

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9th Apr 2018 at 8:36 pm

Rayanne Graff - River Phoenix

River Phoenix

 
One day in March, iwent out in the snow. It was very deep. When iwas crossing the road, a man in a car stopped and honked the horn. Meaning that he was letting me go past. idon't know but iwaited. And he shouted Come on at me. It was my fault buti hate being shouted at.

A few weeks ago, iwas in the city centre and a man was preaching. And people were handing out leaflets.

Also a few weeks ago, my father told me that my paternal aunt has died. i feel sad that she died. Mostly for my father. Because i can't remember the last time i saw her.

On Friday, i went to the city centre and a man was preaching. Not the same man as the one who was preaching a few weeks ago. A different man. And he used a loudspeaker.

We have plenty of churches here. And we have a cathedral. i don't think there's any need for people to preach in the city centre as well.

i spoke to my maternal aunt on Friday. She mentioned that my father had phoned her. And she said that neither of them have heard from my sister for a couple of hours. Then she said It's probably something your father did.
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Rayanne Graff

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20th Apr 2018 at 9:08 pm

Rayanne Graff - River Phoenix

River Phoenix

 
Last Friday, i walked to the city centre and back.

On the way there, i was on the pavement when a man came up to me and started talking to me about walking. Then he asked if my family live round here. i said No, they live in England. Then he asked if i live with anyone so i said Yes. i felt like i'd had enough. So i just stood there for a couple of minutes. i looked around and waited for him to walk past.

Also last Friday, i went to the bank. When i was waiting, a woman at one of the counters told me to stand back and wait for the number to come up. Patronising. And it's not even as though many other people were there.
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Rayanne Graff

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30th Apr 2018 at 9:31 pm

Rayanne Graff - River Phoenix

River Phoenix

 
i spoke to my father on Thursday. And he asked me if i'm a Christian. Again. i said that i wasn't sure ifi ever was a Christian. My father said that he didn't think that my mother ever was a Christian. But he tried to make out that it wasn't his idea that i used to go to church. He tried to make out that it was my mother's idea.

My father asked me what my name was and he asked me something about changing my name. Again. He also said that he understood about me changing my name. i don't think that he understands. So i think it's stupid for him to say that he understands it.
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Rayanne Graff

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3rd Jan 2020 at 12:00 pm

Rayanne Graff - River Phoenix

River Phoenix

 
Pearl died last June. Pearl was Marc's sister's dog. Pearl was lovely.

The Chinese takeaway closed down a few months ago.

In October, a woman and a man knocked on the door. The man started saying that there were a lot of bad things going on in the world and that some people feel isolated. Then he said that they were both Christians. The woman didn't say anything.

Also in October, i had a letter from my sister. i think my sister is a patronising know it all. And i think that she wants to make herself feels better. Also, she used the phrase autistic spectrum. i think that's a stupid phrase.

i've been in contact with my paternal uncle and aunt since October. Prior to that, i hadn't seen them since i was 18. My aunt seems to have a problem with me changing my name and has sometimes referred to me by my previous first name. On Wednesday, the 18th of December, i had a Christmas card from them and my aunt had put my previous first name on the card.

On Wednesday, the 18th of December, i had a Christmas card from my maternal cousin. And she put my previous last name on the envelope. i've had Christmas cards from her before but she doesn't usually do that.

On Thursday, the 19th of December, i walked to the city centre and back. And a woman came up to me and said that Jesus died for our sins. Then she said that God loves me.
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Πανδώρα

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17th Mar 2020 at 1:12 am

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It's 1am. You're seriously telling me the recycling needs putting out now? At this hour?

F*ck off. Tell me at 10. Or 11. 11pm is still a reasonable hour, but 1am, nah. It can wait. I've put the boy to bed, I'm in me pit already, it ain't happening.
*burp*

Dinglebutt

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18th Mar 2020 at 12:43 pm

Dinglebutt - I aim to misbehave

I aim to misbehave

 
Got our IT company to set up VPNs on Monday so we could work from home. We were going to go with a cheaper option, but they upsold us to the VPN for speed and reliability.

Two of the guys working from home, their VPNs won't work because it turns out if your internet is with Sky, their router doesn't allow it.

How the f*ck was this not flagged to us? I'm getting rid of these pricks. Everything with them is f*cking torture.
Mal: Appears we got here just in the nick of time. What does that make us?
Zoë: Big damn heroes, sir.
Mal: Ain't we just.

Πανδώρα

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27th Mar 2020 at 1:28 am

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This will make no sense and I'll likely delete it tomorrow, but maybe typing it out will help it unravel

I'm starting to think that maybe I'm a bit more messed up by something that happened years ago than I originally thought.
Though I don't think it's the event itself that's bugging me now.
I'm fairly set in the mindset that it happened and that's that.

I think what is bothering me more was how I dealt with it and how the people around me did. Or rather person. As I only told one person.
Because it would have screwed a lot of sh*t up telling anyone else.
But anyway.

Sh*t happens. If you go out & get so wrecked that all judgement goes out the window for both of you, sh*t happens. And by the time you have a second of clarity through the booze haze to realise what is going on, it's already done. And you were too frigging blotto to say no anyway.
And approximately 10 years of awkwardness ensues. I say 10 years. I still feel awkward. But I'm actually comfortable enough around this person again now that I can function properly around them.
… Except for a brief moment while driving home from helping them out, where i took a corner too fast in the dark and almost end up skidding his car off the road and in to a farmers field.
But I digress.

When I told the third party person the next day, their attitude was just like "they're good looking, though"
Glossing over a few points there, really weren't we?
I mean… she had a bit more information than I've put here, had also met this person and knew their background.
Main points are that we're very vaguely related, there's a 14 year age gap,I was p*ssed as a fart. (but so were they so judgement could have been off?
A recent brief mention in conversation leads me to believe this may be the case)

Anyway. I told her because the situation wasn't ideal. I wasn't good with the situation, the situation was incredibly uncomfortable and I felt a bit wronged. Taken advantage of. I felt stupid.
and I also needed someone to hold my hand to go the clinic.

Her reaction sits with me as if it was along the lines of:
"oh it's OK because the person concerned was aesthetically pleasant"
I can't remember right now the exact words she said. Probably more like "what's wrong with you, they're alright" (as in alright looking)
Maybe she had a brain fart and didn't quite grasp the side of the situation where I went out for a few beers with this person, and didn't exactly set out to end up being screwed on my living room floor by them, left wondering if I had consented or not (I don't think I would have, but being p*ssed as a fart I would have just likely gone along with the whole thing because I'm dumb like that. But either way, it had happened and couldn't be changed, my own fault, lesson learned)

but it bothers me. If she did grasp the situation and that I was uncomfortable with it all, why would she say that being attractive makes it ok?
It doesn't. It wasn't right.

But eh. like I said, sh*t happens.

Hmm. I'm not sure I really had a point here.
Oh well
*burp*

Πανδώρα

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27th Mar 2020 at 1:34 am

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Also, this person was seeing someone at the time.
That really bothers me.


What a knobhead.
And what a knobhead I am.


*burp*

Πανδώρα

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27th Mar 2020 at 11:30 pm

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Quote: Vel, Mar 2020
Quote: Πανδώρα, Mar 2020
Also, this person was seeing someone at the time.
That really bothers me.


What a knobhead.
And what a knobhead I am.




Yep.

Been there, done that. *Facepalm*


she told someone else i know that she suspected as much too.

and I'm there when they told me thinking like, yeeeah... probably putting it about...

obviously I said nothing.

what could I say without a million questions following?




*burp*

Πανδώρα

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8th Apr 2020 at 8:10 pm

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My cake is super dense.
Grumble.
*burp*


 
 
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