Alice, it is in no way your fault, or any of our faults. He was on a mission to go that way and had been since his childhood - you are one of the big reasons why he made it to 30.
He was too clever for his own good... actually just realised how true that sentence really is.
You will be happy, you will get there - that time is getting closer by the minute.
Also... he totally does like you back. And hell, if anyone deserves to like someone guilt free it is definitely you! You've been put through all of this sh*t, there is not way at all that you should feel guilty in any way.
Quote: Maeby, Oct 2019I wish you hadn't died. Correction, I wish you hadn't killed yourself.
I wish I hadn't been high, and that I hadn't been afraid. That I had seen things and been honest and told you everything.
I wish I could believe that it wasn't my fault. But I should have known.
I wish that I didn't feel guilty about liking someone new. Even though that person doesn't like me back. And I kinda wish they did.
I wish I could be happy. But I fear I never will be.