Bulletproof..I Wish I was.

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Little Blue Fox.

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14th Jan 2010 at 5:14 pm

Little Blue Fox. - Hope is important.

Hope is important.

 
Oh gosh - all my confidence has disappeared.

I had an argument with my mum on sunday. - Everything is ok now, but I feel really muddled and upset and horrible, still.
Also, I went to London with my friend on monday - I was really amazing and fun, I think, but I am really worried I ruined everything becuase I was pretty shy and quiet.
Also, also, my brother moved to his girlfriend's house last week - I really miss him, already, but I see him everyday, almost.

I feel really scatty and muddled and weepy, but it is really silly because I am pretty happy, still, and also it is lots of neat things really soon too. - I am going to go bowling on sunday, and also I am going to go to a comedy night in Canterbury on tuesday. It is really exciting! I am so looking forward to it.

I am sorry I am really silly.


It hurts too much not to try.
I will see you in another life when we are both cats.
Quod perditum est, in venietur.*Facebook.

Rayanne Graff

| 74,219 posts


14th Jan 2010 at 5:50 pm

Rayanne Graff - River Phoenix

River Phoenix

 
Heck, there's nothing to be sorry about. i think you're a great person, even if you are shy and quiet. And Veg Rev is full of shy and insecure nerds and geeks so how you feel is something that other people here also feel.
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Delirium Tremens

| 1,875 posts


14th Jan 2010 at 6:26 pm

Delirium Tremens -

 
Quote: Little Blue Fox., Jan 2010
Oh gosh - all my confidence has disappeared.

I had an argument with my mum on sunday. - Everything is ok now, but I feel really muddled and upset and horrible, still.
Also, I went to London with my friend on monday - I was really amazing and fun, I think, but I am really worried I ruined everything becuase I was pretty shy and quiet.
Also, also, my brother moved to his girlfriend's house last week - I really miss him, already, but I see him everyday, almost.

I feel really scatty and muddled and weepy, but it is really silly because I am pretty happy, still, and also it is lots of neat things really soon too. - I am going to go bowling on sunday, and also I am going to go to a comedy night in Canterbury on tuesday. It is really exciting! I am so looking forward to it.

I am sorry I am really silly.




Hope you feel better, David-James. I find a period of feeling really awful is quickly followed by being on top of the world.

Jewbacca

| 6,793 posts


14th Jan 2010 at 6:39 pm

Jewbacca -

 
Quote: Little Blue Fox., Jan 2010
Oh gosh - all my confidence has disappeared.

I had an argument with my mum on sunday. - Everything is ok now, but I feel really muddled and upset and horrible, still.
Also, I went to London with my friend on monday - I was really amazing and fun, I think, but I am really worried I ruined everything becuase I was pretty shy and quiet.
Also, also, my brother moved to his girlfriend's house last week - I really miss him, already, but I see him everyday, almost.

I feel really scatty and muddled and weepy, but it is really silly because I am pretty happy, still, and also it is lots of neat things really soon too. - I am going to go bowling on sunday, and also I am going to go to a comedy night in Canterbury on tuesday. It is really exciting! I am so looking forward to it.

I am sorry I am really silly.



You certainly sound like you have a buzzing social life. Leave a few tears for those of us who have been stuck indoors all week with essays to write I'm sure the comedy night will cheer you up anyway
AAAAAAARRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

Little Blue Fox.

| 4,255 posts


18th Jan 2010 at 1:29 pm

Little Blue Fox. - Hope is important.

Hope is important.

 
Thank you for being really helpful and nice.

Quote: Plaistow Patricia, Jan 2010
Hope you feel better, David-James. I find a period of feeling really awful is quickly followed by being on top of the world.

It is really true! It is like waking up, or surfacing out of really deep water, suddenly, I think. Tiny things are really important, I think. - I saw "Serenity" on TV on saturday and also it is really sunny today. Also, Orbit chewing gum was 10p in the shop near my house becuase it was a big mistake - I bought, like, 12 packs for my brother. It made me really smiley and giggley, but it is a tiny silly thing. I am lots better today.

Quote: Martoolâ„¢, Jan 2010

You certainly sound like you have a buzzing social life. Leave a few tears for those of us who have been stuck indoors all week with essays to write I'm sure the comedy night will cheer you up anyway

I am so looking forward to it! - It is really exciting!
Good luck for all your essays - I hope they are really easy and ok. I am sort of jealous a tiny bit, I think - I really miss university and studying.

(martool is like a pokemon name, I think! It is like...Marton, Martool, Martoraptor. oh my goodness! - i am sorry i am really silly and random).

It hurts too much not to try.
I will see you in another life when we are both cats.
Quod perditum est, in venietur.*Facebook.

Topper

| 6,772 posts


25th Jan 2010 at 1:49 am

Topper - Dismantling a person is sometimes necessary...

Dismantling a person is sometimes necessary...

 
I've just seen Good Will Hunting, you should watch that as even though Ben Affleck and Robin Williams are in it it's still good and it's got a really happy ending.

All the best, DJ.
I hope some day, for some reason, David Duchovny is investigated by the FBI. Because that would make a great story.

http://www.myspace.com/toppercutter

Jewbacca

| 6,793 posts


28th Jan 2010 at 11:17 pm

Jewbacca -

 
Quote: Little Blue Fox., Jan 2010

(martool is like a pokemon name, I think! It is like...Marton, Martool, Martoraptor. oh my goodness! - i am sorry i am really silly and random).


Martoraptor, huh? I like that
AAAAAAARRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!


 
 
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