akemi

little child
inside me
asleep.
your dreams
are my own
your pain
is my pain
little akemi
my emotional
sponge you
absorb all my
sharp breath
and turn it to
soft baby sighs
little child
inside me
asleep.
your nightmares
i trouble you
with them
your tears
im passed crying
little akemi
when every part
of me is frozen
with fear or real
ice cold
you are so warm
you sleep in
my heart
my little akemi
the child within me
you hold many
secrets
too much pain
little child
i was never like you.


hikey

never

cheers~

when i say never its because the child is part of me always has been i have never been like akemi as akemi is me inside a younger part of me trapped in limbo. thats where all my pain goes things i cant deal with are sorted out by this humanised part of my insides the (very real) child who lives in my heart

another reason why never is because this child (who incidently is strangely a boy and a girl i never worked that out either!) is amazingly strong and loving dealing with all my anger and pain and aniexty and fear and turning all this into life by being there pushing the blood round my body ~i know this isnt actually true but ever since i was the age that akemi always will be i needed to have someone to absorb my sh*t
like when i couldnt react on the outside because i would get hurt inside i could scream
this also fulfills the basic nurturing instinct i have as i can focus love on this part of me that i dont feel able to focus on the rest of me

its all a bit mental. but the poem is a good one i think anyways

yes when the date is that i posted i wrote it i just wrote it as i sat there staring at the screen i was kind of in one of them moods.

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I know what you mean, personally I can't write on a computer, but it obviously works well for you!

HEY thank you some of the stuff i write is sh*t but thanks i have to go now but cheers babe!